Curse and a Blessing

Drugs in my cup, I'm mixing it up
Look at the time, it's time to get fucked up
Run away from my mind
I take the drugs, now I'm high
Sigh, 'cause I'm tired of this shit, oh

I'm tired of the same old shit, I need to switch it up
Drugs wanna talk to me, I'm like, "What?"
The fuck do you want now?
It ain't the same as it was before
Now I hear the drugs knocking at my door
Sorry, baby, but I took like four more
Four pills, got me wildin' out
I'm looking around, and I'm zonin', in and out
Ain't did drugs in a while
It ain't no diet
Love when I get high
Hate it when I get low
That's on some real shit
Pills keep talking back, communicating with it
Drug friend better than the real friends, I admit it
Then again, drug to my brain, they go and split it
I feel like I'm in a cup, Ima drown in 'еm,
I feel like I get a cape when I take 'em
I feel like they're a curse and a blessing hey
A curse that I love, and a blessing I hate
I pray to God that they ain't my fate
A curse that I love but a blessing I hate
I pray to God that they ain't my fate
Fate

Drugs in my cup, I'm mixing it up
Look at the time, it's time to get fucked up
Run away from my mind
I take the drugs, now I'm high
Sigh, 'cause I'm tired of this shit, oh
Drugs in my cup, I'm mixing it up
Look at the time, it's time to get fucked up
Run away from my mind
I take the drugs, now I'm high
Sigh, 'cause I'm tired of this shit, oh