Lost In the Blue

I'm lost in the blue
I don't know what to do
I'm lost in the blue

Lost in my thoughts
Heavy weight on my shoulders
I carry this weight
Weight of this Everlasting pain
This house does not feel the same
This year has carry's great pain
Losing someone that I wanted to stay
I just want everything to be okay
I just want one more day
Life is unfair
This world is so unfair

Why did you have to leave
Walls have been crumbling
Mentally I have been crumbling down
Tearing up oceans breaking me down
everyone missing having you around
(why did you have to go)
Trying to hold myself together to get around
We all loved you, we still love you
We are all broken
Broken to piece
their shattered their bleeding
Their screaming with pain of lost soul in vein
I don't know what to do
I just miss you
I can't keep holding it back
This year has taken another lovely soul
I don't want to say goodbye
I don't want to let go
I don't want to
Say goodbye, let you go
I just want to rewind the time
And have another conversation
Another good memory with you
How I miss you
Reality sucks
this world fucking sucks
And I don't know what I'm gonna do now I'm hurt
Screaming and crying out why did it have to be you?
Why did it have to be you?
I don't know
I wish that there was something we could've done
Now I just sit ponder the past now I just sit wondering why

Why did it have to be you
I'm just lost in the blue