Happiness Pills

[Verse 1]
Came back home, it's been a while
But I forgot I live alone so no one greets me with a smile
So I just try to forget these bad days
But everything is making me so afraid
I don't know how to deal with this today
Everything looks so much better when I look beyond the window sills
Now, I sit in silence with my "happiness" pills

[Chorus]
So now I sit in silence
Why is it so fuckin' violent
In my head?
I wish I was braindead
So now I pull the knife closer to me
And I feel my soul pass away slowly
(Pass away slowly)

[Verse 2]
They say that they fix all your problems
No, they don't! They barely fucking solve them!
And they act like they care about me
But I already know what they don't see
What's in my head that won't let me free
I just wanna be alone
So now I just sit in silence with my "happiness" pills

[Chorus]
So now I sit in silence
Why is it so fuckin' violent
In my head?
I wish I was braindead
So now I pull the knife closer to me
And I feel my soul pass away slowly
(Pass away slowly)

[Verse 3]
Yeah, that's right, they say
They fix all my problems, but I still have the ones from yesterday
So, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Honestly, I don't know what to do, this is making me re-think my reality
I don't know what to think
And every time I blink
I see a weird figure in the corner of my eye
There's so many things that I wonder why
Everything makes me so horrified
I wish I could live like the other people beyond the window sills
But I'd rather just stay inside with my "happiness" pills