Awakened Miseries

I'm searching for a purpose
Living a life with no religion
Questioning my own decisions
Was it all worth it?

Finally I see, the pain you tried to hide, was lurking deep
Giving me the signs but I couldn't read, oh baby, how could I not see
Awakened miseries, so you held your breath, decide to leave
Roaming in the night, you found your peace
The courage you had inside, was with you all this time

Where were you, when I needed you the most
When darkness consumed my thoughts

Baby I tried to replace you
It's only fun when I lose you
Runaway, let's play hide and seek
The things you wanna do, girl your talk is cheap
Baby who abused who
You fell for your own delusions too
Eyes wide shut you imagined things
Girls half dressed wearing nothing but wolf mink

But where were you, when I needed you the most
When darkness consumed my thoughts

Finally I see, the pain you tried to hide, was lurking deep
Giving me the signs but I couldn't read, oh baby, how could I not see
Awakened miseries, so you held your breath, decide to leave
Roaming in the night, you found your peace
The courage you had inside, was with you all this time

Finally I see, the blood you held inside, slowly bleeds
Planting on a seed we'll never reap, oh baby, how could I not see (planting, planting, planting on a seed, oh, oh, this is how the lonely sees)
Awakened miseries, so you held your breath, decide to leave (tried, you tried, you tried)
Roaming in the night, you found your peace
The courage you had inside, was with you all this time (just be free, just be free)

Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah