Object Permanence (feat. Sherwood, Kept On Hold & The Climbing)

I've made plans to do what I do best and run away from this place
'Cause I'm convinced this city was built just to remind me of all my mistakes
And honestly I never thought I'd leave this way
If I stay… I'm sure it won't be long until I break apart, break apart again
Everything has changed
I'll paint over my bedroom walls
You'll never know I was here at all
I'll pretend what happened here, never really happened at all, at all
I'm leaving home again
I will be gone all summer long
I can't deny it's hard to go
But I do what I have to, do what I have to
Don't wait for me
I don't think I'm coming back again
I've lost everything that's kept me
So I'm moving on for good this time
And now… I can't recall why I used to love this place
I'm so afraid that I will remember, everything
Everything again
It's hard to sleep when my walls constantly sing
They scream "wake up, wake up"
"You're in no shape to rest!"
And I can't escape what you can't undo
I'm leaving home again
I will be gone all summer long
I can't deny it's hard to go
But I do what I have to, do what I have to
Don't wait for me
I don't think I'm coming back again
I've lost everything that's kept me
So I'm moving on for good this time
I'm holding on to the last of my hope and I might even let it go
But I don't think it matters, yeah, I don't think it matters
I'm leaving home again
I will be gone all summer long
I can't deny it's hard to go
But I do what I have to, do what I have to
Don't wait for me
I don't think I'm coming back again
I've lost everything that's kept me
So I'm moving on for good this time