Wish I Could Say

[Verse 1: Daniel Blair]
I woke up deadly in her bed, and then she said to me
"You better leave before 11 or you're dead to me"
Grabbed my shit, never letting you ahead of me
Stepped to god, pray to heaven that you're meant for me

Do I believe in something stronger than my brain can handle?
I don't know, but maybe it's a sign I need another handle
I'm setting my hopes above the clouds
Just likе he sent for me
But I can't makе myself believe that I live recklessly

But setting that aside for a second
We're just letting go of whatever we know for a second here
And smoking for the focus and to fucking get my head all clear
And get to know how I can get to blow up
Start my damn career
And honestly, just live like me
Out and free, responsibly
See if I can try to change the world that comes across to me
Taking what you hand to me
While questioning my sanity (my sanity)
Sit back on the bed and listen while you rant to me

[Pre-Chorus: Liyana]
If you call me baby
No matter how hard I try
It gets me every time

[Chorus: Liyana]
Wish that I could say I love you but I'm scared
I wish that I could say my truth
Wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time
Of how I'm coming home to you

[Verse 2: Daniel Blair]
If only I could say the simple things that come to mind
Like tell that stranger in that car how bad they are at driving
If I could stop that thing from happening and save a life
Is it coincidence or something that I know inside?

Is there love, is there chance, is there superstition?
Is there something where I have to wait around and listen?
Is there someone I can talk to making my decisions?
Someone who has no formal bias towards their own religion

And if I meet my soul-mate
Where's it written in the stars
That I should go and find them
Change myself to be like who they are

Buy the car they say that you would star in 'cause you know it's true
But are you doing it for them
Or doing it for you?

[Pre-Chorus: Liyana]
If you call me baby
You better really mean that shit
I don't know if I can handle this, oh

[Chorus: Liyana, Daniel Blair]
Wish that I could say I love you but I'm scared
I wish that I could say my truth
Wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time
Of how I'm coming home to you

[Outro: Daniel Blair]
Now I'm coming home to you