Honestly

When I'm with you, I get all these feelings
Overwhelmed by the weight of all of our decisions

And your situation, got me feeling tainted
Don't wanna give you up, but you're already taken

I go back and forth with my heart in my head
I really shouldn't give a fuck, I shouldn't give a damn

I wanna go back to the days when you weren't in my head
Rent free, taking space, love is growing and I'm scared

Your aura is lit and it attracts me, I'm on it
The days that we spin and you show me you got it
Upping the blick while you touch on my body
Know that it's wrong, but I love that you're honest

Honestly, this drink got me feeling like
I don't care about shit
Knowing that it don't mean shit

I'm up in the party, the bottles are pouring
The hoes getting lit
We slide out the club, we ride out in the foreign
We slide out that bitch
Ain't talking too much, might regret in the morning
We not talking about it
I'm too fucking lit

Honestly, this drink got me feeling like
I don't care about shit
Knowing that it don't mean shit

Temporary feelings,
Here are my morals to come
Wanna be the villain,
Do you think that all this is wrong
Done acting like I'm Mrs. Perfect
Wanna be bad for the one time just to see if it's worth it

Cause I don't wanna feel shit,
So I'ma keep pouring
Don't wanna talk, give me shots, I'ma keep going
Roll it up, light the blunt,
I'ma keep smoking
If we slide out right now,
do you think anyone notice

Honestly, this drink got me feeling like
I don't care about shit
Knowing that it don't mean shit