Bitter Medicine

My gaze hits the ground
Caught myself thinking out loud
I cringe at the sound
I cringe at the sound

Revisit the past
My memory is whirling and vast
Why do I torture myself
Why do I torture myself

So I squirm and spit
And I always win
I won't swallow this
Bitter medicine
I just choke on it

Where do I fit in
I'm tangled, twisted and pinned
The pieces don't fit
New pieces don't fit

My eyeballs shake
And leak
And bleed
Oh I'm a black hole
Oh I'm a black hole

So I squirm and spit
And I always win
I won't swallow this
Bitter medicine
So I squirm and spit
And I always win
I won't swallow this
Bitter medicine
Let's choke on it