Believe the Lie

Don’t know what I was thinking
Don’t come too near me I been drinking wine
They watching me arms linking
They watch OSIRIS with unblinking eyes

Look I don’t look right
I can’t even smile
Creeping in the night
Please let me be tired

I think i'm gone again
Fucking hell I’m sick of it
When will I not go too far when will I learn to let it slip
I think I lost a friend
Fucking hell it never ends
One day they may understand I’m never coming back again.

Think I’m gonna cry, I don't know why
Not right, I’m not feeling right, turning out the lights
In time, in time, I might tell you why,
Every word I speak believe the lie

Every word I speak is a lie
Every glance I take is awry

Trying to be nice, I be reconciling
Tried to set it right, I tried to be the nicest
Righting all my wrongs, but you bad bad vibing
Oh my god I been reading what you writing
When I close my eyes, are they all gonna get me?
When I close my eyes, feel em breathing down my neck b
When I take a breath, what next, will it come again?
When I take the test, what next, fucked it up again

Don’t know what I was thinking
Don’t come too near me I been drinking wine
They watching me arms linking
They watch OSIRIS with unblinking eyes


I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so sorry
I’m sorry I’m so sorry I’m not sorry

Everybody leaves in the end, my friend
So hurry up don’t try to pretend, condemned
Everybody tries to defend, can’t mend
You’re driving me around the bend, the bitter end

In the deep end, every fucking weekend
You wanna be them, why do you wanna be them?
It's a new trend, but no way can I recommend,
Another dead end no we will never make amends

Look I don’t look right
I can’t even smile
Creeping in the night
Please let me be tired

Don’t know what I was thinking
Don’t come too near me I been drinking wine
They watching me arms linking
They watch OSIRIS with unblinking eyes

Don’t know what I was thinking
Don’t come too near me I been drinking wine
They watching me arms linking
They watch OSIRIS with unblinking eyes

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so sorry
I’m sorry I’m so sorry I’m not sorry