Going To Hell

The bottom line is, I'm going to hell
For all the bad things I've done to myself
I'm in pain, but that just won't change
When I'm the only one who's taking the blame
Oh, I'm so done with being abused
By my own head that's making me lose
And I'm okay with going to say
The only spot for me is a thousand miles away

If I could handle the distance
I would be closer to you, never miss it
I want the baddest of all the bitches
I want the one who ain't selling her digits
Oh, I should check the logistics
She wanna lie to me like I'm a villain
Pushing these records, I need me a million
Fuck all these hoes, I'ma earn me a billion
I've kept it real since I see
Everyone's fake around me
They lying straight through their teeth
Can't even trust family
I've been having withdrawals
Thinking about it, I'm lost
I've been alone since the start
Yeah, I've been left in the dark
But it's time for things to change
'Cause I got millions on my brain
I got millions on my brain
I got millions on my
You see me down in drama
Don't help, just leave me to
Waste it all away 'cause

The bottom line is, I'm going to hell
For all the bad things I've done to myself
I'm in pain, but that just can't change
When I'm the only one who's taking the blame

Oh, I'm so over it
Don't really give a shit
Sometimes I'm just stuck in bed
Wanna get up but know I can't
I try my best, it's in my head
I'm fucked, I know, I try again
I did my part, don't understand
Why am I cursed? What is the plan?
Clawing my way from the gates of hell
I'm coming back in like I own this shit
Before I messed up, now I'm taking demand
Not letting my life go, I'm never gonna slip
Mistakes in my past that haunt me at night
But no more time for me to cry over shit
Everyone knows that life is a bitch
I know I fucked up, I gotta admit

The bottom line is, I'm going to hell
For all the bad things I've done to myself
I'm in pain, but that just can't change
When I'm the only one who's taking the blame
Oh, I'm so done with being abused
By my own head that's making me lose
And I'm okay with going to say
The only spot for me is a thousand miles away