The Aphotic Zone

Time moves so slow
In the the night I find my abyss
Gone now is hope
As I embrace nothingness

I am slipping away
I can feel nothing but loss
My mind’s decay
Leaves me feeling all but lost

Down into this hell I travel
No remission of sin
Today is a lifetime away

This testament of sin
Reveals the darkness within

Down as I plunge into chaos
The only way I’ve known
Today is a lifetime away

I break out of this shell
Just again to find myself in hell
I trusted the day
And it left me betrayed
Devoid of hope
Bettеr off alone
Filled with hate
And unbridlеd rage

I break out of my shell
Just again to find myself in hell
I trusted the day
And it left me betrayed

I wish that I was sleeping
I wish that I was dreaming
I wish that happiness could just exist
I wish that I had feeling
I wish that I had meaning
I wish the emptiness could be dismissed

And when the sun came out
I did not exist
Again I find myself
In utter hopelessness
In this aphotic zone
I am all alone
And since I have no home
My mind is where I roam
Tell me where is hope?

Life is this abyss
With no shelter and no solace
Can I cease to exist
With death as my guardian?

I wish that I was sleeping
I wish that I was dreaming
I wish that happiness could just exist
I wish that I had feeling
I wish that I had meaning
I wish the emptiness could be dismissed

I wish that I was sleeping
I wish that I was dreaming
I wish that happiness could just exist
I wish that I had feeling
I wish that I had meaning
I wish the emptiness could be dismissed