Better

Looking back over my life, I need a minute
Life can flash before your eyes with a sensitive sentence
Tryna focus on goals and forgot the interest
You'd ask me how many times and I'd say too many
Feel all I bring is stress and tension
I don't need you in my business
I don't know if you really with me
Like when you try to move on they out to get you
Right now, I'm trying
Right now, I'm trying
Oh better, am I doing better
Oh better, can it be better
I can't fix what's wrong
When you like to stay alone
It's been that way too long
I'm not the one who you wanna see take it that far
Even though we together we still growing apart
Is it a blessing that I met you
Or a lesson that I let you
I see the obsession, a gentle confession
How many episodes of Young & The Restless
Thinking back make me cherish the weather
I'm trying to put 'em on another level
Drake and Michael ain't another like them
Nights like this I wonder if you riding
Know where I am, you can come and find me
They wouldn't ever even known not a thing about you
Right now, I'm trying
Right now, I'm trying
Oh better, am I doing better
Oh better, can it be better