Too Dead to Care

Hanging out my window just for a thrill
I got snowed in by a blizzard of pills
I can't find anymore time to kill
That or myself and then even still
I don't wanna panic cause all I've got
Are a couple dozens dollars and some dirt cheap scotch
I got enough to get me to sleep
Hopefully I'll get more in my dreams

I know how to run, honey I'm a bust
I never seem to stop running out of luck
I'm not gonna take this sitting down
I'll be throwing up a forty ounce on the ground
I'm totally screwed
But that's all old news
All I can do is hope
It'll all be over soon

Maybe it's a game that I can't play
Maybe I messed up along the way
I'm still stuck here all the same
Maybe I lost when the rules were made
Do I look too cool for school?
I went a bit mad when I thought it through
Life isn't tough, it's fucking cruel
Playing it straight's a great way to lose

I know how to run, honey I'm a bust
I never seem to stop running out of luck
I'm not gonna take this sitting down
I'll be throwing up a forty ounce on the ground
I'm totally screwed
But that's all old news
All I can do is hope
It'll all be over soon

I didn't give up I just don't play dumb
If there was a god she wouldn't wanna save us
Whatever I do it's never quite enough
If I'm going down then I'm going down fucked up