When I Grow Up

I wish I was ambitious
Can't stand the heat so I get up out the kitchen
Can't even do the dishes
Wish I had some luck
Wish I wasn't superstitious
Did I mention it?

I'm addicted, addicted to attention
I get sad when I don't get a lot of mentions
I got two ears, but I hear they don't listen
Got 99 problems, but still no bitches (damn!)

Maybe I can find some peace of mind
But the older I get, the harder it's to find

When I grow up
I won't have to worry if I'm good enough
I won't have to think about myself too much
And I can have a drink if I wanna get drunk
When I grow up

When I grow up
Can't wait for the day
That I feel okay
I just wanna be like the kid I was
When I grow up

All my friends are getting married
I can't afford a ring
Let alone these fuckin' weddings
Plus I can't find a girl to marry
They say I got time, but like, time is fuckin' scary, man
They always be comparing me to him and her
When that just isn't fair to me
You know I'm not a kid so why you kiddin' me?
You say my bad habits are annoyin'
But I don't play with toys, so why you toyin'?

Maybe I can find some peace of mind
But the older I get, the harder it's to find

When I grow up
I won't have to worry if I'm good enough
I won't have to think about myself too much
And I can have a drink if I wanna get drunk
When I grow up

When I grow up
Can't wait for the day
That I feel okay
I just wanna be like the kid I was
When I grow up

Will someone explain
Why things didn't change?
I thought I would've had it all figured out by now