Suicidal

It's late again I'm finishing up and going to bed
Completely drained my body is like a plant before the rain
No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge
Nothing seems nice anymore I'm so fucked up
So sorry for the world

Suicidal that's what I am
I have no feelings left for life itself
My monotonous life will disappear
Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god

What have I done so wrong I try to live my life the way
I was taught come kick me hard kick me until I wake up
No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge
Nothing seems so right anymore I'm so fucked up
So sorry for the world

Suicidal that's what I am
I have no feelings left for life itself
My monotonous life will disappear
Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god