The Pills Lost Between My Sheets

fighting my razor
not frightened by demons
car in the black of the night
my wrist leaking
im tweaking
on pills im not breathing
im sleeping
at wheel

hoping i crash
but not taking no families
only fatality
not in reality
only withdrawls
make me a martyr
whenever i fall
but dont tell no stories
say nothing at all
i only want fade
i only want sleep
i only want knifes
im known as a fiend
im all alone
even with family
i say that you is gang
but is that just to me
dont hit my line
i dont need anything
i fall out the window
watch me as i dream

the horsemen they coming for me
i wish i would've died
why cant i get clean
these sheets they bloody
my bills only muddy
my cup runneth over
its funny
got everything