Dear Friend

You're a dear friend of mine but you're still on my mind
But I know I can't go back and forth like this
You have a heart and I won't hurt it
So I won't tell you how I feel
If I'm a problem, I won't make it real
So I tell you it's all over now
But how I want to laugh and make you smile

Cause I've been thinking for a while how I said that we're over
It's all cause of me and not cause of you
I like when we're closer
I'm scared that I'll love you for a while but then I'll toss you
Until I know how to handle this, I'll do without you

You've always been nice to me
Can I be kind to you?
I've changed my thoughts and my views
Maybe we need adjusting too
But I don't know how to play this out
The more I think shit, the more I doubt
But I see you well, yeah you're a better man
Oh how I wish I had a plan.

Cause I've been thinking for a while how I said that we're over
It's all cause of me and not cause of you
I like when we're closer
I'm scared that I'll love you for a while but then I'll toss you
Until I know how to handle this, I'll do without you

Do without you
Do without you
Do without you