Reality

Wondering if i made the right decision to come back here
Lately im so sad all the time
And i know that usually the state I'm in
Now it feels so different though

I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here
If i do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave
I already gave up on dreaming a while ago
But I can't deal with this reality

Each month keeps wasting by, don't know why i even try
Obsessing about everything i do and what i say
I pretend not to care, then i cut my hair
It's no use cus i'll be paranoid forever

I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here
If I do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave
I already gave up on dreaming a while ago
But I can't deal with this reality

I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here
If I do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave
I already gave up on dreaming a while ago
But I can't deal with this reality