Late Nights

I don't know how to say this this is hard for me
I love you but you can't be a part of me
And i would sacrifice it all for you
But times change and now i know what i gotta do
My time is spent on planning my future
Be by my side and work hard with me than i salute you
But i guess stay up late
And party long is way more fun than to support the shit that i'm workin on
Our past crossed and i notice you
I thought you were the one but now i'm over you
I wish you nothing but love and respect
I wish the next man can give you everything you expect
I love you dearly but now i gotta
This is a letter to you it's time to close the door
We all want that Martin Gina type of love
But what's the perfect girl when it dosen't fit in your perfect world
Damn
In order to grow we gotta move forward
You did everything for me and i thought it was normal
I wanna say thank you for showing me love
We don't show those type of feelings when you from the mud
But you changed me to a better man
The next girl that i got i will treat her like a gentleman
I'm working on my self it's a procces though
Used to sink in that water now i always float
I was a youngin taking everything for granted
Years went by i looked up she was vanished
We all want that Martin Gina type of love
But what's the perfect girl when it dosen't fit in your perfect world
Damn
Through thick and thin i still need you
I'm lying to myself that i don't need you
I chased my dreams you faded away
Focused on my goals what else can i say
Through thick and thin i still need you
I'm lying to myself that i don't need you
I chased my dreams you faded away
Focused on my goals what else can i say
Focoused on my goals what else can i say