Torn apart

VERSE 1
Sick of the fake smile when deep down
You can tell I got a lot going on
I've been hiding my feelings for too long
I never felt like I ever belonged
It's hard to say how I feel, so I keep it real and rap it in all of my songs, so When it drops you gon feel this The definition of what really is I am imperfect but that makes me perfect I create my music from the pain I deal with But I'm still lost, tryna find a way Laying in bed, yeah I'm wide awake I don't know what I'm tryna say I guess what I'm tryna say is

CHORUS
Like where did I go wrong? why is this taking so long and why do people keep pulling me apart. I need people who will lift mе up so where can I find you