Pain changes people

CHORUS (X2)
I hear that pain changes people, I guess it's been changing me to I'm not okay but i say I'm okay with the shit you put me through

VERSE 1
I hear pain changes people, honest man that's true for me, you're hanging out with them and leaving me I keep hearing in my head the words from you but they are saying that we would be better off dead. Cmon man that's fucked up. So I will say again

CHORUS (X2)
I hear that pain changes people, I guess it's been changing me to I'm not okay but I say I'm okay with the shit you put me through

VERSE 2
You want me dead, all you had to do was give me the bullet, wait you loaded it in the gun and you aimed it at my head, CLICK BANG now I'm dead, as I'm fallin I feel the cold dark red blood dripping down the hole in my head from the gun in yours

CHORUS (X2)
I hear that pain changes people, I guess it's been changing me to I'm not okay but I say I'm okay with the shit you put me through

VERSE 3
I’m sorry that I’m so inconvenient, ok Just let me be me and I’ll stay out of your way I can see the way you look at me, I’m such a disgrace I never really asked to be brought into this place You wanna love me, well then baby have a taste All the highs and the lows, no you’ll never be the same I don’t really want to hurt you, but I can’t control the pain If you're sticking by my side maybe we can be ok, ok, ok maybe you could be the change I need today I promise that I’ve never felt this way

CHORUS (X2)
I hear that pain changes people, I guess it's been changing me to I'm not okay but I say I'm okay with the shit you put me through

VERSE 4
Every day I wanna die, but nobody helps 'Cause they're too busy praying I'll be someone else
Every day is full of pain that they have never felt But they're too busy praying I'll be someone else

BRIDGE
These worlds are healing And I am scared to death That I'll look into the mirror And believe the things they've said No, I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy Maybe they will never understand Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired Of being who I am

CHORUS (X2)
I hear that pain changes people, I guess it's been changing me to I'm not okay but I say I'm okay with the shit you put me through