Darkness

{verse 1}
Lately, all I feel is pain Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same I wanna give up and I just feel stuck in a life that I know I cannot change I'm really lonely and feel drained Sometimes I feel like a mistake I just sit and dwell in my trauma My life's full of problems, I feel like I might break Tried to move on, but I just can't Breakdown after breakdown and some days I wish I could run away just to escape And feel at ease even if it means one day Where did my life go wrong? I was a happy boy and now I’m a teen Who's sad and always at a loss No one could tеll I’m drowning in my thoughts I'm still lost tryna find purposе After all these yеars, I’m still sеarching Hope you forgive me for being a burden Self-love is something that I’m still learning And I know I lie when I tell you I’m fine 'cause nobody knows I’m struggling inside Sorry if you see me cry
It's just I finally realized

{chorus}
It's been several years
Since I felt okay, I’m losing my way and
It's been several years
Since I’ve been happy, I still feel depressed and
It's been several years
Since I felt alive, there are no tears to cry and
It's been several years
Since I had a friend, they came and went

{verse 2}
Lately, I feel so depressed
Tried to get help, but I’m still a mess
I don't ever rest, I guess I’m stressed
Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck
Did I take my last breath?
Did I walk my last step?
I'm alive, but inside I am dead
Look, I lied, I’m not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck
I understand now that
Nobody knows what I been through

{chorus}
It's been several years
Since I felt okay, I’m losing my way and
It's been several years
Since I’ve been on meds, I still feel depressed and
It's been several years
Since I felt alive, there are no tears to cry and
It's been several years
Since I had a friend, they came and went and now I’m alone forever and no one knows and I have no one to talk to about my pain