Social Anxiety

Every time I'm picking up from the start
I get an anxious feeling
It never changes, neither do I
Perfect strangers living a lie
And when I think I'm getting better
Better at life
Better with you
I can only think of every anxious feeling
And that's nothing new

I'd like to live
Like this heaviness doesn't exist
But I'm just a mixed up version
Of fucked up people
I'd like to live
Like this heaviness doesn't exist
But I'm just a mixed up version
Of fucked up people

Every little thing that I do
Is compared to
Digital minds, digital you
But I'm too scared to
Do I even have a right to
Exist In a world on fire
But if no one's watching
Tired, little, malcontents
Begging for an entrance
Am I even worth
A second of time

Do I give it up or give it time

Sympathy
Pandering
Social woes
Image growth
Do I seem
Interesting
Do the most
That's the joke
Do I seem
Interesting
Do I seem
Interesting
Do I seem
Interesting
Do I seem
Interesting

I'd like to live
Like this heaviness doesn't exist
But I'm just a mixed up version
Of fucked up people

Do I give it up or give it time

I'd like to live