Anxiety

I'm afraid of myself
Fucked up my mental health
It's a joke if you ask me baby
Invented stories to tell
My lungs burning like hell
I just choke on my words now lately
Lights out
And the whole room is emptying
Cashed out on a false reality
This feeling is haunted
I'm tired, exhausted
The drugs I'm involved with
I just really want out
I can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It's fucking killing me
I'm spaced out
And I'm sleeping with strangers again
It's so bittersweet
The walls are all caving in
I try to run from my sins
The situations I'm in
I'm helpless
Can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It gets the best of me
Can't escape all the noise
But brandy helps with the void
And candy alters my choices badly
I kiss my future goodbye
I traded vices for time
The life you romanticize is tempting
Burnt out
And it's killing me softy, yeah
Made love to my lack of urgency
Just need some more time
I just wanna feel alive
I'm no good with goodbyes
Just wanna feel something
I can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It's fucking killing me
I'm spaced out
And I'm sleeping with strangers again
It's so bittersweet
The walls are all caving in
I try to run from my sins
The situations I'm in
I'm helpless
Can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It gets the best of me
I can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It's fucking killing me
I'm spaced out
And I'm sleeping with strangers again
It's so bittersweet
It's so bittersweet
The walls are all caving in
I try to run from my sins
The situations I'm in
I'm helpless
Can't sleep, my anxiety's calling again
It gets the best of me