Still going

I understand It's hard to understand my perspective
But still I feel like I do not deserve to be neglected
It's hard for me to me make connections I really connect with
It's easy to make connections, hard to keep connection
When they see me they assume that I'm calm and collected
I'm prolly couple tears away from folding under pressure
I'm prolly couple screams away from being lost forever
My burdens heavy like a boulder
I spent half of my life planning the future
Spent the other half reminiscing looking back
Looking over my shoulder, I'm getting older
Getting closer to death, I'm never sober
I'm sipping poison, But i call it potion
Dem boys stuck yet they call it motion
I deal with shit that's hard getting over
I lost a lot more than just composure
I talk about how I feel
Prolly way more than Will ever will
If I ever sign a deal, need a mill on the bill
Homie i been poppin pill, after pill, after pill, after pill
Never question if I would cause i will homie
It's in my will homie
See i don't got no time to chill keep it real
Figure out a way to heal then we build
Got my skills out the field
And i'm still going
Yeah I'm still going strong
I used to wonder why me and some people don't get along
But then I realized that we had different goals all along
I used to talk to bad bitches
Just to feel less alone
But when I truly needed help they wouldn't answer the phone
Even my summers was cold
Pray till It's all done
Threw my heart away
And I done went and got a chrome one
Chromeheart, Chromeheart yeah
They wonder why we go hard
For the Chrome heart
All that Fake shit I don't want no part of it
Thinking to myself what If it all means nothing
What If it all means, What if it all means
I wonder what it all means
Find away to heal that's by all means
Tryna get a million by all means
By all means necessary
Tryna leave a legacy for my kin
Shit ain't always easy as it might seem
This is my dream, This is my dream
Go hard for the Chromeheart
Go hard for the Chromeheart
I talk about how I feel
Prolly way more than Will ever will
If I ever sign a deal, need a mill on the bill
Homie i been poppin pill, after pill, after pill, after pill
Never question if I would cause i will homie
It's in my will homie
See i don't got no time to chill keep it real
Figure out a way to heal then we build
Got my skills out the field
And i'm still going
Got my skills out the field
I been poppin pill, after pill, after pill, after pill yeah
Go hard for the Chromeheart yeah
We go hard for the Chromeheart