i'll be there when you're not

You took pictures out from the frame
Got a box to put them away
Knowing that you're happy
Why aren't I happy?
Used to loved ur chill attitude
But not when it's used on me too
Rather you hate me
Pick a fight, make it easy
Nodding and smiling with friends
Doing all the right things at social events
All the effort, all the effort so that
I don't love you anymore
Pick up my scattered heart on the floor
Put on some heels, stand straight and look tall
This time I'll be there for me
When you're not
When you're not
When you're not
When you're not
It's senseless to keep on this way
Treading lightly on the line that's already faded
So do your thing, and I'll do my thing too
Don't really have much left to say
Cuz we actually ended okay
Can't hold it against you
When it's not your job to make me feel okay
Perhaps I'm not that special
After all it took you 2 months or so
To stop caring, what was I expecting
I don't hate you, not at all
But don't say we're friends, then ghost all my calls
Whatever, you're busy, I get it all
This time I'll be there for me
When you're not
When you're not
When you're not
If you're listening to this song
It's my way of grieving now that you're gone
There's nothing that hurts more than moving on
This time I'll get over you,
Whether I like it or not