So Long Ago

I wish I could take back all the things that I said to you
I wish I could reset all the pain you put me through
But now it's too late and here's the shitty truth
Even after all this time, I can't lie, I think of you
I know, I know, I know
It was hard and you had to go
I just thought together we would grow
But now the times are so long ago

I been pushing through the storm, shoutout polo g
I don't wanna deal with hoes I know that aint right for me
With you I felt at home, I felt love and security
The world is fucking broken and its just full of toxicity
Without you I been fucked up in the head
Every single day I just picture myself dead
Fuck it I been close I'm just hanging by a thread
My mind is just so broken that it fills me up with dread
Turned to drugs just to try and take the pain away
It was all a game to you and I was getting played
If I saw you ion even know what I would say
Because all in all I just feel betrayed

I wish I could take back all the things that I said to you
I wish I could reset all the pain you put me through
But now it's too late and here's the shitty truth
Even after all this time, I can't lie, I think of you
I know, I know, I know
It was hard and you had to go
I just thought together we would grow
But now the times are so long ago

I feel like I fell off when I gained more popularity
I wish I could say that with some more damn sincerity
Had a bright future and took drugs for fucking clarity
You used that as my weakness so your yelling had severity
Wish that I could look you in your eyes
And see the same face that I loved when I was high
Never thought that I'd have to say bye
And only picture you when I look up in the sky
With you I learned that forever always ends
Got my heart broken and lost my best friend
Now I feel pain when my trust extends
That will be something for time to mend

I wish I could take back all the things that I said to you
I wish I could reset all the pain you put me through
But now it's too late and here's the shitty truth
Even after all this time, I can't lie, I think of you
I know, I know, I know
It was hard and you had to go
I just thought together we would grow
But now the times are so long ago

But now the times are so long ago