Ignoired

I can't be ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be

Ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be

Left on read, I'm a fuckin wreck like I turned
Left on red, pushin y'all away until I'm
Left for dead
I ain't pickin up the phone now
Leave a message at the tone now
I just wanna be alone now

Why would I let someone take the blame for what I do to myself
I don't want anyone thinkin somethin they could do would've helped
That's the reason that I'm missin calls
I don't think that you should get involved
Let me go so I can end it all, wait

I can't open up it's risky
Nothin you can do can fix me
When you call I say I'm busy
You don't care enough to miss me

Terrified of being happy
I don't think that I deserve it
Tell my Mama not to bury me
So I can feel like I earned it

I can't fight these urges
I don't think it's worth it
Why would I be searchin for a
Reason to live and cut like a surgeon

What I'm thinkin is somethin that I cant hold off
It won't matter if I turn my phone off knowin

I can't be ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be

Ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be

Numb as fuck to everything I feel
Blunt as fuck I never keep it real
Something's up I'll sum it up forreal
I'm not holdin up enough forreal

I'm not blowin up enough to chill
No one thinks I'm worth a fuckin deal
I can't get my numbers up forreal
I'm not havin fun enough forreal

I give up I done enough forreal
I don't know what else to do
I put my life on the line
Just to find out that I won't be shit without you

Maybe it's better to die
It's what I never could hide
Every OG got a key
Why won't they let us inside

I didn't know what to think of it
So I let go of my pride
All I wanted was a chance
Nothin got better with time

When I started they were so for it
There were telling me to go for it
Til I went and hit the stage
Now I got nothin to show for it

I used to pay for the plays
Just to pretend that you gave a fuck
Maybe you weren't entertained enough
Maybe I didn't engage enough

Look at the time this is takin up
I'll simmer down I complained enough
I don't wanna lose this dream
So I refuse to be

Ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be

Ignored
That's a luxury I can't afford
What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin
Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn
24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be