Threats

You've been staring at me for my whole fucking life
Muttering the same indifferent cliches about how we're just gonna get by
Redirecting obsessions to the very thing that could have at least been considered formative
In an endless dicussion that has compelled me to stare
Longingly, at the front of a moving train car
Entropy's open desire to end us, nothing of mine will I defend
They're just standard ambitions, so you can take them from me

And let them chew one antoher to death while I just waste away
No chance to ever go back

I look back in amazement
We've got the same face, we've got the same voice
And I can finally admit that I will be the very thing that takes you from this earth
Helpless and alone
Finally shut you up with just one turn of the wheel
You know goddamn well I'm done

And let them chew one antoher to death while I just waste away

We've put good hours into alienating ouselves from one another
So don't act like this is just purely the convergence of ideals that don't operate well together
I want you to hurt for all the time that you wasted
And I'm not fucking kidding, I'm not playing hurt dong
I've forgiven enough mother fuckers in my life
And I'm not ready to look back in myself as a vessel for shit habits
Don't you fucking look at me