Severance

You were more than I could have known
One Great Flood that swept me over
My rabbits swelled and my lilies bloomed
I couldn’t get enough and had so much to give
I had so much to give

I’ve been biding my time for so long
And now I’m biting at your shoulder

You know I have to go
I know you have to stay
So much to feel, so much to never say
Everything I could give
Everything you would take
I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

I’ve lost my coasts to your primal tides
Then I headed south to conquer
I’ve seen my win in your ardent eyes
You’ve taken me so high I became so alive

I wanted every everything with you
I wanted everything! I became so alive
I wanted every everything with you
Cuz I had so much to give

I’ve been biting my tongue for so long
And now I can’t anymore
Can’t anymore

You know I have to go
I know you have to stay
So much to feel, so much to never say
Everything I could give
Everything you would take
I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

As you ravaged my valleys
I got reborn again
My rivers set ablaze
And my true form attained
I’ve sold my sins to you
And went to Wonderland
Then took a sweet ride to hell

I could have been your savior
I could have been your home
The essence and the flavor
Of a life you’ve never known
I should have seen this coming
But I didn’t really care
And then you left and silence fell
My DNA ached as I chased your smell

Because me, because you
Because we’re so scared of getting attached

You left me all alone, climbing the walls in the dark
With a linea nigra and a scar on my heart
This deadly silence is ripping my every cell apart
I need to hear you, my synapses are so bruised and scarred

It’s just… it’s just never enough

You know I have to go
I know you have to stay
So much to feel, so much to never say
Everything I could give
Everything you would take
I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

Because me, because you!
Because we! We don’t get attached

It’s just… it’s just never enough
No, it’s never enough