Melting Snow

You knew when it’s time to hurt me
And when to belie and dress me like I’m your Gothic Queen
And I have idealized you
Oh, all that hot and cold quickly getting old
But still I would cling to my fever dream

You were my Event Horizon
A black hole I couldn’t touch no matter how hard I tried
I knew when it’s time to drown
And forget myself. Was the darkness mine
Or did it come from you? I can’t draw a line

I pushed through pain and jealousy
It got worse the more I tried to stay
A dead love’s shadow hung helplеssly
The snow melted washing it away

I knеw that it would be over
But pheromones ruled the nights and ripped holes in every day
A tentative, hedonistic pact
Of a nihilist with a dark allure
And his naive and boy crazy paramour

Our cigarettes burned through hours
And ashtrays of failing hopes were buried until the dawn
I felt like you’re always gone
And I’m on my own. Was the darkness mine?
Yours was soaked in wine. What a decadent rhyme

I pushed through pain and jealousy
It got worse the more I tried to stay
A dead love’s shadow hung helplessly
The snow melted washing it away

The snowflakes have danced around us
It seems like it’s been a thousand years
Or a million years ago
Long gone is the heavy darkness
An infinite light has found its way
And everything else don't really mean a thing
It don't, it don't
Really mean a thing

I pushed through pain and jealousy
It got worse the more I tried to stay
A dead love’s shadow hung helplessly
The snow melted washing it away

It all melted away
Away, away
It all melted away
Away, away