Today (I'm Not Okay)

Lost my mind
I got lost inside
Trying to feel alive again
Say hold on tight boy
Through the night
Though you feel it caving in
Well hell must be a lonely place
With all these demons in my brain
Tell me how do you deal with so much pain

They say the saddest people have the brightest smiles
And your's it melts my heart
So when you can't see the bright side of life
I'll sit with you in the dark
We don't have to feel lonely
Even if we're alone
Because whichever place has me and you
Is the place that I call home

I don't wanna feel this way today
I can barely cope
I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel this way again
So I'll have a drink
It might dull the pain
Today

It's ironic how feeling empty
Is such a heavy weight to hold
I had a life so full of love
But it's all gone cold
It seems that all my flowers
Grew back as thorns
So I'm sorry if I'm a prick at times
I just don't know what to do

Today
Don't wanna feel this way
But if I have you
I might be okay
I don't wanna feel this way again
But if I have you
It might dull the pain
Today