Inside Misery

Falling from the sky, in denial, I'm counting the stars
My gaze facing away so I don't anticipate my bones splitting apart
My breath is stolen from me, I can't seem to cope
Inviting darkness to submerge my body and steal my hope

Once living, I am now dead
I am my own worst enemy
Revive me, revive me I said
Hold me close and keep in the heat

My eyes, turning from a prism into gray, my world collapses
No need to hand me a blade, I kill myself as time lapses
A marionette stitched to my organs are tearing me inside
Strings controlled by the thoughts in my head where they hide

Once living, I am now dead
I am my own worst enemy
Revive me, revive me I said
Hold me close and keep in the heat
Now rotting, I can't see anymore
My vision veiled inside misery
I don't know what I keep going for
But I'm not willing to end this early

All of my thoughts are poison
All the things I see are not reality now
So depressing what I let myself drown in
All the weight of fear itself, waiting to eat me alive
I suppose I have to claw my way out
Tearing from the inside out, all just to survive

Once living, I am now dead
I am my own worst enemy
Revive me, revive me I said
Hold me close and keep in the heat
Now rotting, I can't see anymore
My vision veiled inside misery
I don't know what I keep going for
But I'm not willing to end this early