Joyless
[Intro]
Please don't leave my room again
You're the only thing that made me feel like this year
Is still worth living
I wish I didn't have to write a song
About how everyone here hates me
So I'll drown in my mistakes that I can't fix
[Verse 1]
So I lay in the bottom of life
Everything that you said so in trust
Will never mean a thing
To anyone but me
And I spent this year just trying to graduate
But everything just won't help me concentrate
On all of my lies
They happen all the time
[Chorus]
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess, but I swear I'll get better in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
And I can't try to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
[Verse 2]
So if I stay, I'll keep out of your way
'Cause everything you said to me
Was written with complacency
And the places that you wanted me
Was something that I couldn't see
I cannot relate
Feeling weaker every day
[Chorus]
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess, but I swear I'll get better in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
And I can't try to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
[Bridge]
So I spent all my money
Going from guitar lessons to therapy sessions
But I still feel pretty weak
And that's the way you abuse me
And that's the way you destroy me
And that's the way that you hate me
Every fucking day
[Verse 3]
I'm so sick of getting stoned in the shower
My lungs collapse and I lay there for hours
'Cause I don't want to waste a breath on anything
The places I fly with these broken wings
And it's true, that I need you
This life's not fucking fixed and I need a redo
I'm just a waste of breath, I need something new
Something out there to help me through
[Chorus]
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess but I swear I'll get better in time
And I can't seem to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
[Outro]
So I spent all my money
Going from guitar lessons to therapy sessions
But I still feel pretty weak
