Heaven Sent
[Intro]
Anxious habits
I'll come back home soon
Maybe we're all built for reaction
And there's nothing I can do
I know you're not part of the problem
You're just helping out
I still feel the pain inside a distant mind
There's no easy way out
[Verse 1]
You'll never find me here again
I've given up on this
Taking in my loneliness
(But I will still break again)
My mind is filled with emptiness
A pleasant side effect
I'll never feel the same again
(But I will still play pretend)
[Verse 2]
Fasten in let's contemplate
Where is my solar state
I'm never one to concentrate
(On the things that I have)
Let me break and sell myself
I'm broken on your shelf
I want to just be someone else
(But we still come out the same)
[Pre-Chorus]
(I wanna breathe in and be okay)
[Chorus]
The glamour you held with your pain
I'll just throw out everything
I wanna love myself again
But the point is small and I can't wait
Contain all your thoughts in a jar by the door
I wanna tell you that I'm innocent
But you'll come back with running metaphors
[Verse 3]
Every now and then I try
To improve what is mine
Calling on another lie
(To see if you care this time)
Giving up on all my thoughts
I'll leave myself to rot
I want to leave her, but I'm not
(Questioning what is mine)
[Verse 4]
Breaking down these walls again
Between myself and them
I'm always locked into this trend
(Of knowing where I should end)
Holding on, I'm breathing fast
I wish this wouldn't last
I want to leave this in the past
(But I will still break again)
[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna breathe in and be okay
[Chorus]
The glamour you held with your pain
I'll just throw out everything
I wanna love myself again
But the point is small and I can't wait
Contain all your thoughts in a jar by the door
I wanna tell you that I'm innocent
But you'll come back with running metaphors
[Outro]
I wanna see my head underwater (Head underwater)
Maybe I'll leave a little better down there
('Cause I can't breathe air)
All this life is heaven sent
It's nothing that is filled with dread
But I'm giving these a habits a noose