Escape (feat. Tavia Ellis)

Learning to be careful as I choose
We all pick our poison, the point is it's up to you
You may smoke a blunt after work or sip a little booze
But if you over do it then you're only losing you

So stay true to yourself
Understand what's most important, never ruin yourself
And the music got me wondering like "Who could you help?"
Mistaken the man in the mirror as your usual self

Perfect is imperfect but you think to stay pure
Life is full of thrillers and that's human nature
Thought you left the past but memories stay here
And you swear to God you got it but it still aint clear

People asking "what you do to yourself?"
And really got me thinking like "am I losing myself?"
And I'm taking care of others never choosing myself
Like tryna show off your trophy with a loose screw on the shelf

Things that fall apart all come together
And If you don't go right now then it's gone forever
I've been trying to escape (Escape)
Escape (Escape)
I been tryna find a better way

Hurts to know when you come home you'll pick the bottle up
Home doesn't feel like home, my feelings bottle up
Of course it's hurt to think about my pops like this
But he only coming home to more drama and some toxic shit

And a relationship he coping with,
Hoping that a home exist for bro and sis
Hoping they don't notice it
I'm Glad you love us, and you always say you proud of us
Wishing I could say the same, but you ain't been allowing us

I'm moving forward and there's more fear
My hearts been torn and they more tears
Asking the lord to make it more clear
Questions ain't answered, He ignored here
I made that mistake once never again am I going there

I figured out to stick out since you had kicked me out hurtfully
And fuck them people that's been hurting me
Deep down I hope that Imma learn and see
That ain't nobody good for me, not even me

Things that fall apart all come together
And If you don't go right now then it's gone forever
I've been trying to escape (Escape)
Escape (Escape)
I been tryna find a better way