Patient

I remember when i wasted my mind to death
I’ve left every look to the stars
Just sogging now in my misery
You know i just let myself go

I love how we’re beautifully broken
Far away from what i’ve done for us
I drunk poison to survive one day less
I swear that i’ve never did

My nurses’ll be proud they are never upset
When the blood is dry your name is there
I’ll always be in your nightmares again
Here lies every chance I had

I spend everyday to recover from the previous
You’re never been this far
Did you give me peace when i was a mess?
You stabbed me in the back

Im not crazy enough to do what you did to me
I love you as much as your warm blood
I can feel it bleed
But i cant say what I think I can’t change what you done
And you cant change what I’ve done i can’t change what I thought

My nurses’ll be proud they are never upset
When the blood is dry your name is there
I’ll always be in your nightmares again
Here lies every chance I had

My nurses’ll be proud they are never upset
When the blood is dry your name is there
I’ll always be in your nightmares again
Here lies every chance I had

If you would call me a freak I’ll understand it
But please remember the love I felt for you was true