Memory of Me

We can just be and I'm like,
Yeah, we totally can
Like, we can just sit in this yard
And feel this grass,
And breathe this air
And be
You drove an hour
To see me
Bartend, and
Ask me for advice
About your girlfriend
I don't miss you, I've been
Missing someone else
Still, I get a hotel room
And end up saying yes
Well, dammit am I fearful
Have I taken a single step
Worried I'm not moving forward
Please tell me I'm moving up instead
You asked me how long I've had the heart
On the back of my shoulder
I remember wishing you'd pay me this attention
When we were younger
Well, dammit am I falling
Have I slipped over the edge
Scared that I'm moving further down
Someone tell me I'm moving up in
Stead he called me up
Said it's just hard luck
Coupled with the
Lingering memory of me
With somebody else
Makes me hate myself
But I promise it wasn't what you were thinking
Still, when you hear my name
Can't forget the pain
Ringing through your whole body
I'm sorry, but
You should be sorry, too, oh (You really should)
You should be sorry, too, oh (You should be, you should be, you should be)
You should be sorry, too, oh (You really should)
You should be sorry, too
I flew a few hours
To see you
And tell you it's over
Pretty sure we both knew
But it's nice to
Still get the closure