I Don’t Miss You

[Verse 1]
It’s not that I miss you
It’s that I miss having someone
And with everything that I do
I wish I had someone to tell it too
I wish for a smile, a warm embrace
Someone who wishes to see my face

A text to light up my phone
Rather than staring at it alone
That someone wants to talk to me
Not like the last resort I’d usually be

[Verse 2]
Was I their last resort, or is that what I perceived it to be?
Will there ever be someone who’s glad to see me?
When I call them, will their heart light up?
Anticipate the sound of my voice
Will i ever be somebody’s first choice?
Or am i as forgettable as white noise?

[Verse 3]
But I don’t miss you
I just miss having someone
So you can keep all your friends, and you can do what you do
But I’d rather have one than have everyone
But I’d trade it all if it meant losing you

I hope one day my bitterness will fade
And with it all my pain will wash away