Dear Disorder

I'm still here biting my nails
I can't say how I feel, it's escaped
I listen too much, I'm wasting away
On the other side
I'm still green and I'm still blue
And I'm still me, but I'm not sure just what it takes
To get a grip, I've got to let go
And I know

You want it, you want it, you want it
Go find it
Somewhere else, well, it's not here
It's not this way, my dear disorder, no, no, no

I'm still bidding, biding, fighting
I'm still treading, trapping, trying
And all I find
I'm falling so hard for your sweet high
And it does no good and I know

You want it, you want it, you want it
Go find it
Somewhere else, well, it's not here
It's not this way, my dear disorder, let me go