on my own (bedroom sessions)

You sent me on a trek
When i was hearing voices
I told you "oh dad im not ready for the voyage"
But you threw me out there with the sharks and the minnows
And sooner than later, i had to return home.

And that whole experience made everything harder
When going to church made me feel like a martyr
So i stopped attending and it made me a sinner
Can you see it now? am i painting the picture?

And i've been
Holding my pieces together
Shaking my way through december
Braving the storm on my own
And i've been
Dragging along with my own feet
Somebody's got to take care of me
So i'll do it all on my own

So make no mistake
I love you for always
But im done letting my earth shake
Because you had a heart ache
I'm not precious anymore
You made sure of that
So i'm hard at my core
Not even you could make it crack

And i've been
Holding my pieces together
Shaking my way through december
Braving the storm on my own
And i've been
Dragging along with my own feet
Somebody's got to take care of me
So i'll do it all on my own

So maybe im wrong and maybe you're right
Maybe i made it up just to start a big fight
Or maybe it scarred me and you don't remember
Because to me it was hell but to you it was september

And i've been
Holding my pieces together
Shaking my way through december
Braving the storm on my own
And i've been
Dragging along with my own feet
Somebody's got to take care of me
So i'll do it all on my own