quarter-life crisis

I'm only 20
So why do I feel like I'm dying slowly, waking up restless
It's kind of funny
The lengths that I go to in order to measure each moment
Make the most of the day
I'm a little too cautious, saying
Make a ripple, just careful they ain't waves
Can't disrupt this place
But aren't you bored of this
Am I gonna spend every minute just trying to save some precious time

Leave the light on, when you're gone
And I'll be lying here, with eyes glued to my phone
'Cause I ain't sleeping when I'm alone
Can someone tell me that I'm fine
'Cause right now I don't really know

I don't want to die, but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time

I seek out comfort
But only for long enough to know that my life is worth something
Sunset escapes
And you tell me, "Stop running, stop running babe," but I
Gotta catch up the future is minutes away
Oh, tell me I'm okay
I swear I'll

Leave the light on, when you're gone
I'm sick of going out but sick of staying home
'Cause I ain't sleeping when I'm all alone
When you tell me I'll be fine
That's the only time I really know

I don't want to die, but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time

I live for the feeling
Praying to gods in our minds, getting high as the ceiling
Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing
Chemicals rush to our heads
I used to want to be dead, now I forget
Can I just vent, baby?

I don't want to die, but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time
I don't want to die, but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time