Suck Me Dry

Blindly I made an oath
Cleverly showed you the chain
In my possession, everyone is safe
It was a clever trick, self-sabotage
The end of a disaster
Is where I made my bed

This steel trap of negative thoughts
Breathe out, suck me fucking dry
Our policy is a never ending hole
A contract for captivity
In one ear and out the other
Breathe in, suck me fucking dry

Nobody dies if you're here with me
No need to worry about death
The heart still beats
I’ll push the rock
And I'll bleed gold
The tail end of a disaster
Is where I made my bed
It's where I end up dead

This steel trap of negative thoughts
Breathe out, suck me fucking dry
Our policy is a never ending hole
A contract meant for captivity
In one ear and out the other
Breathe in, suck me fucking dry

Shamed
I’m ashamed
So ashamed
Shamed