The Queen of Cups in Reverse

The queen of cups is in reverse
I admit that I've been hurt
Who hasn't felt the sting?

A dozen bees inside my mouth
In a constant state of drought
Who wants to be the queen?

Warning
It's the feeling of being wanted
That I crave so much
But I hardened up my heart
It's the only one I've got
And I've been starving, cautious
Starting and stopping
A habit, restarting
My god, why can't I stop it

The queen of cups can go to hell
I admit that I'm unwell
Who isn't suffering, oh

It's easier to bid farewell
Than fix the cracks from someone else
Who can't control themselves

Warning
It's the feeling of being wanted
That I crave so much
But I hardened up my heart
It's the only one I've got
And I've been starving, cautious
Starting and stopping
A habit, restarting
My god, why can't I stop it, uh