Lost

I've known trouble, I've known strife
I've been haunted all my life
Haunted by decisions I have made
Haunted by decisions I've delayed

I've been weak when I should have been strong
I have stayed when I should have gone
I held back what I should've said
I've been lost inside my head

I don't think I'm a sinner, but I'm no saint
Damn near perfect, I know I aint
I've been a fool, I've made mistakes
I've been used by liars and fakes

I've been used to meet their needs
I've been used to feed their greed
I held back what I should've said
I've been lost inside my head