Come close to me

I dislike you more than the girl who has you
So I hate it when your eyes stare at me
I dislike you more than the painful memories
So I hate how you took my heart
(So I hate you, I want to forget you)
I tried to divide time into pieces (divide time into pieces)
To throw away our memories (throw away our memories)
But like a habit they come back and suffocate me
Come close to me and wake me up
Come close to me, you killed me and turned away
Come close to me, after making me cry
Come close to me, you killed me and turned away
Because of you whose only a part of a man
I'm going crazy today and hating myself even more
I don't like myself, but you're the one that threw me away
I hate myself more (I cannot forget the days)
Even though its the memories that left
I hate so much (we were like one back in the days)
I clasp my hands together
Pain pulls at my already torn heart
I'm trampled over once again without any pride to hold
Every night I cry over this misery
I hate myself for being unable to send you away
I'm unable to hate you (unable to hate you)
You won't disappear (won't disappear)
You're still living inside of me
Come close to me and wake me up
Come close to me, after making me cry
Come close to me, you killed me and turned away
Because of a man like you
I hate myself for going crazy again
I only gave you love, but I didn't receive any back
Being unable to hate you
Makes me wonder if I'll be able to the next day
When I'm drunk, talk to me
Since I love you so much, since I hate you so much
I'll be crying like a fool
Among our memories together and the pain you've gave me
There are moments that I continue to treasure when I erase them
You can say I'm crazy
You can call me whatever you like
But there's only one thing you cannot judge
It's my love for you