ICU

I see your arms touch
i watch them rub together
you just turned your head
your hair is on his shoulder
I feel it in my gut
maybe ill heed it later
ill just save it for now
the mole can dig it later
I like your pink dress
it sits nice on your shoulders
I can see your legs
stop giving me that shoulder
I turn round from my book
your back is turned from me
but i can see those hands
he's givin you a back rub
I feel it in my chest
its almost comin up
but i can push it down
I can hold it in
I feel such hate for you
but then it leaves again
I really hate you
but then it leaves me again

the mole has dug it out
I cried in bed last night
I cried on the train home
I squirmed in bed last night
the mole has dug it out
I cried in bed last night
I cried on the train home
I squirmed in bed last night

I see your arms touch
I watch them rub together
you just turned your head
your hair is on his shoulder
I feel it in my gut
maybe ill heed it later
I'll just save it for now
the mole can dig it later