Sometimes

Uptown told me that I need to watch my spending
Fell in love wit all these benjis all these foreign women
Had to cut some people off and change my style of living
That's not a diss or throwing shots but see my vision different
Fighting demons in my sleep the devil out get me
Tried to go school too broke I couldn't pay tuition
From where they practice on they killing like a new religion
Everybody strap from grown ups down to all the children
Sometimes I smoke and I get overjoyed
Sometimes I smoke and get this feeling think I'm paranoid
Undefeated in the booth might change my name to Floyd
No working out I'm gettin bigger like I'm pumpin roids
My nigga gwapo nodding off the ganja got em snoring
When me and tay went on that trip it felt like we was touring
Going shopping smoking daily we ain have to worry
Gotta have at least two wit me cuz just one is boring

I used to stress over women distracted from my ambition
Moving shit out the crib here come naughty raiding the building
Talking bout CDV I clearly fit the description
So put your hands behind your back I gotta take you wit me
My brothers in the hallway got my niggas shittin
My mama on the phone she flippin she like what I'm missing
My girl at work ready to come but she can't leave the building
I couldn't fathom shit I'm trippin like she caught me slippin
Mama tried to tell me once before I wouldn't listen
My niggas never liked her on my mama and my sister
Should've listened but too blind to focus on picture
These repercussions on a choice I made when I was little
Damn
Shit ain't the same but fuck it people change
It's just a shame the way you went about and changed the game
Can't be too mad I played a roll so yeah I'm part to blame
I shook the dice I rolled it once and then I rolled again

Everybody came up different yeah I understand
See I was bought up by a woman lived without a man
I was the oldest in the house I had to grow up fast
Mama struggling but kept a Bible and in her hand
Always told me son you're not a man without a plan
Make a way even when obstacles is on ya path
Talk to god even when times is good as when they bad
And when you hungry always bite the plate and not the hand
Man
I gotta roll a blunt and hit the gas
I think about the shit I been thru just sit and laugh
So much of pain stuck on my back that's why I'm always mad
I lost some niggas close to me that's why I'm sad
They quick to claim you when you in that bag
They turnt they back but now they slowly follow on ya path
Count up that loot I feel like Nipsey gotta hustle fast
Good wit them commas tho i wasn't all that good in math