Holding the Light

I can't sleep on through the night
I don't know if we'll be alright
I forget all that I know
I think you're here, but I'm on my own
Didn't I lose my way
Holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust
I drew a map, to bring you to me
You shut your eyes and now you can't see
I walked away, but you didn't call
What if you don't love me anymore?
Didn't I lose my way
Holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust
I know that I tried everything
But we hurled the dust, ash on the wind
I gave you up so you wouldn't say
I'm not enough to get you to change
Didn't I lose my way
Holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust
Watching the walls cave in
And you're standing still
And everyone's turning in
Hands on the wheel
You had my what?
You had, my heart
And I don't wanna love you. oh ohh
... if you can't