Retrospect

I can't take back the words, I never shouldve said

I can't shake off this curse, Maybe I misread, but

The beast writing this verse, Is just a creep instead

Tryin to disperse, these thoughts that fill my head

I put my kids to bed, feeling somehow cured

cll this hate that you spread, its so absurd

Try to be yourself instead, not what you're insecure

Return from where you fled, now that youve matured

You've found all you hoped to find

cstounded those you bind, when you

Ground your own subconscious mind

Or the bits of what ur traumatized

That's when you realize, that the skies

cre all filled to the brim with vacant lies

You can't jeopardize your better tries

Just off a whim you conceptualize

We're here for the better times
Sincere when tears fill eyes
Endure the pain we keep inside
We won't complain of any surprise